A 5-Year Reflection on My Artistic Journey
Reflections of a Painter
I wanted to share a small reflection on my artistic journey over the past five years. Perhaps this will offer some comfort or insight, or simply be an interesting read.
When I was 32, the pandemic hit, and I faced a choice:
a) Do I continue working from home in a job I no longer enjoyed,
or
b) Do I make a change?
I had been a graphic designer for ten years since completing my degree. In 2020, I realised the path I was on had become corporate and uninspiring. I also realised that I could change my career. Painting had always been a passion, so I chose to pursue an MA to connect with other artists, develop my ideas, and explore new ways to express myself. It was the best decision I ever made, turning my life in a completely new direction that felt more like me.
But changing careers hasn’t been as simple as handing in a CV to a new employer.
It has required a great deal of patience and trust in myself as I learned new skills and adapted to a different way of life. It’s been a slow, organic process involving happy accidents, creating breathing space for those moments to happen, and recognising experiences that help me grow and inspire creativity.
Sometimes, when life falls apart,
it’s so it can be put back together—better.
After being made redundant from graphic design in 2023 (clearly, the universe was pushing me onto my rightful path), I started working at a university. This role allows me to pay the bills while giving me the time and freedom to paint and build my art business.
Many people ask if I make a full-time income from my art, as if that’s the only measure of success. But having a side job that covers the essentials allows me the freedom to make mistakes and embrace those happy accidents in my work. I’m not pressured to finish a painting every hour for income. I can explore, take my time, and create the breathing space to think more deeply about my work.
Lessons I’m Learning:
Patience. Starting over on a new path takes courage and resilience. It’s easy to question whether it’s worth it, but holding your nerve is essential.
Trusting my instincts and having faith in myself. Following my intuition has guided me in the right direction. I truly feel that painting chose me.
New painting techniques. I’ve discovered my way of working, developing my own process, and I love watching each piece evolve.
Embracing life experiences and emotions. I’ve learned that when you stop resisting and start paying attention to your calling and the signs guiding you, life can be beautiful. The past few years have prepared me to channel my experiences and emotions into my work, helping me make sense of life and find inspiration.
11 Original Pieces Now Available from Number Nine, Hornsea
If my journey and reflections have resonated with you, you might be interested to know that I recently dropped off more work, and there are now 11 of my original pieces available at Number Nine Shop in Hornsea, East Yorkshire. This lovely space celebrates local artists and makers, and I’m thrilled to have my work featured there.
If you’re in the area, do pop in to see my paintings in person—I’d love to hear what you think. Haley and Sher, who run the shop, are wonderful too.
Thank you for supporting my journey and the next chapter of my art.
Speak soon,
Rae
P.S. My prints are available to browse and purchase in my online shop, with prices ranging from £27–£75. They come ready to frame and make thoughtful gifts.